A hand full of weeks...

As much as I want to meet this creature stirring inside me, I recognize that he's so much easier to take care of where he currently resides. I am starting to freak out over the new born time, sleepless nights, the worry of suffocation and too many other worries to list here. Of course there is my worst nightmare of my own death, so I have said it and now it won't happen, I hope...